Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Wedding Wednesday

Well the day is almost here! 10 more days to go. I can't believe it. It does seem a little surreal to me. I am always the planner, the do-er, the go-getter. Never am I the center of attention at the shin-dig. This will all be new to me. I hope I can control my controlling nods and not worry about whats going on around me that day and just focus on me and Valdo and having fun. I really hope I can. I pray it all goes smoothly even though I know it will not. I am really hoping it's not to cold that day and that there's no rain or snow. I'm excited to see all the projects I have been working on for over a year come together in one spot. I am excited to see all the fabric and colors and textures! I'm excited to see the lights and vintage pieces. I'm excited in general.
Me and Valdo have been together almost 7 years. Thats a long time. I can't be any happier than I am now knowing that 7 years is about to turn into forever! I am excited to see Valdo all dressed up and to do our pictures in the morning! I'm excited to see his face when he see's me in my dress. I have visions that it will be as lovely as the moment we met up for our first date. No one had ever looked at me that way before. With awe and joy. No one had been so impressed before. I know It will be like that.
I'm gonna try and keep myself off the sidelines that night. Usually I am the one watching everyone else dance. I don't like to dance. But I'm going to try and be there in the moment having fun. I'm going to smile and eat dessert. I'm going to play in the photo booth with all my loved ones. I'm going to breathe deep and take notice of the moments that I will cherish forever.
I'm going to say a little prayer in the morning for my grandpa Weir and I'm going to remember everyone who can't be there with us that day. I'm going to laugh and surely I will cry. I will be calm and open. I want to be a like a sponge and absorb all the love and memories that day, to remember the very best day of my life.

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